I should really start drawing again soon ...
or writing at the least.. haha..

i have writer and artists block though... hehe
its absolutely horrible... zomg its almost easter
again.. how time passes.. hard to believe how old
i am too.. like... i feel like i should be 12 still
like.. i shouldnt already be this old ... im
scared of getting old actually.. like... i mean..
im almost of adult age.. thats sorta scary... i hope
before i die.. they figure out how to make people live
forever.. that way.. i dont have to be scared anymore..

anyways, putting morbid subjects aside.. i just got off
work.. and am putting music on my ipod.. i had walked home
with Troy today actually.. it was super awesomey cool..
im starting to like high school again... i've made alot
of enemies but i've also made a bunch more interesting
friends. I also met a amazing guy.. haha.. i know i say
that quite a bit.. but XD...

I just noticed... my laptop is sitting crooked and i am
currently tilting my head to see the screen straight so
this isnt akward. i also do that when im writing writing
so its really no different..

anyways, on the topic of easter.. im actually really excited..
cause then i get chocolate and i like chocolate.. because
chocolate is yummy.. and stuff that is yummy is often very
enjoyable...

I am in a rambley mood... hahaha i have no idea why.. i mean
i dont even have anything interesting to ramble about i just
ramble on about nothing.. hahaha... and then i laugh cause
i think i am funny.. but im probablly not...

anyways, i am contemplating getting a car... Theres this one
car i want.. its so beautiful.. its expensive though (very
depressing)... its a Yellow Mazda RX-7 Twin Turbo.. a 1992 make.. i was
like O------M-----G.. when i first saw it.. now i have my heart
set on it but theres no way a beautiful car like that wont be sold
while i try to save up 9900$ (not including the insurance id have
to pay on that thing D on 9$ and hour and only 3 hours a
week.. stupid low wages.. i really want that car like its
absolutely beautiful and it suits me... and i really want a car...
ohwell.. maybe one day the opportunity will come and i will buy
it.... my dream car... my yellow mazda RX-7 twin turbo... OR A
FERRARI ... either is fine.. they both go VROOOOOOOOM and a
very fast ... There gunna sell my carrrrrr... i NEED that car..

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaays D:... ill stop making this journal impossible
to finish so peace out!~